Sometimes, people think they know so much about you, they are always right and treat you like a punching bag to remove all their anger on you and always get you wrong. They can only see the wrong or bad in you, perhaps thats a reflection of what they see in themselves but are too afraid to face the truth and hence remove it on others. Its okay. Let them be. They're weak. This doesn't make them bad, maybe they have a lot going on too, or maybe they think its okay to treat people like that because maybe they think the other person is weaker than them or won't treat them the same way. For whatever reason, they think its okay. But its really not. Does that mean you will treat them the same way? Hell to the no! The way people treat you is their karma, the way you react is yours.
I know a LOT of people like that and its frustrating to be their punching bag, but if I deal with it right, maybe I'm stronger than them to not let it get it to me and know its only their weaknesses that makes them this. Maybe?
People can say whatever they want, its their mouth. Even the people closest to you, but I just think.."Walk a mile in my shoes and then talk, please."
Of course no one does that, and no one even gets that. But, will you believe what people tell you about YOU? I mean, really? What do they know? Yeah, they can be right. If you're being a real pain in the ass or a real bitch, you will know that too deep down, and if people tell you you're being that, that's okay. You should work on that and change yourself. If you don't, you will see how that really affects your life and your close relationships. Slowly, people will start walking out of your life and you'll be left alone. But, that's not a good enough reason to change, because a bitch can live alone right? But, you should change yourself because you want to be a better version of yourself, because you wanna be happy with yourself deep down and you want those people who you love and care about to not give up on you. But, if you're doing everything you can to please the person(or people) or to make things right or at least not doing anything to make things wrong, and they still tell you shit, you know what? Fuck them. Let them talk, let them say what they have to, that's their way of venting and you're just a medium, but don't let it get to you, and I know how fucking hard that it is. But, thats what makes us stronger. And, there's always those good people in your life that tell you and show you how special you are, so that makes it alright.
But, thats life, so gotta deal with it..
Good comes with the bad. That's the thing about balance.
And, in spite of all this, there's a lot of good things in life. So, on such days, I try to concentrate more on the good stuff, but venting out is important too, once in a while, when you REALLY need all the negativity and tension to come out. So you can let go of it, maybe not completely. And sometimes, I have these random outbursts of tears, which is due to all the negativity or emotions built up inside me, which needs to come out in some form, because its always inside me and I don't let it come out. But, its okay to cry. And, its okay to be angry.
But, this too shall pass no?
Tomorrow will be a better day, I hope. I mean, it has to right?
It will :)
Believe in yourself, because if you don't, no one will.
Love,
Esha
xoxo
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